今 天 开 了 第 一 次 的 会 议。
也是第一次由我来带。
这次的会议给我的感觉是。。。
我觉得我好失败。。。
也许是第一次吧。。。不晓得应该怎样去带领大家。
今天叫你们来开会但却又冷落了一些执委。
很抱歉，下次不会了。
丽敏告诉我，应该之前与副的沟通好，讨论的东西要做记录。
压力也不知不觉中产生了。
说难过也不是，失望？的确有一点。
对自己感到失望。。。
想到考试的来临，加上打鼓时间好长，我不晓得怎样应付。
我并不想放弃打鼓。。
因为那是我从前所找到其中之一的乐趣。。
虽然很累，但累得乐在其中，何乐不为呢？
每天一大早从被窝就得爬起了，忙到了凌晨还得忙，累得没有知觉了。
一天一天就这样的过了，考试又一个接一个的来了。
读的书也很难背，但还是不能放弃。
放弃＝让父母失望。
要怎样才能两全其美呢？
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
Pressure! Hectic! Sorrow!
OMG! My form4 life had arrived n i still cant accept it. First, i'm in da afternoon session, n when i saw everyone from morning session go home n i only hav to start da 1st period, i get more angry. Y form4 still need to study in afternoon session? Y?Y?Y? I hate it! If i study in morning session, in the afternoon, i cn do a lot of things.. summore wont be tat tired. N u know studyin under da hot sun is NOT fun at all. Da heat, high temperature in the afternoon, hw can we concentrate on our studies???
Secondly, we do not hav enough time to revise our hw. Morning need to go for activities. Afternoon lessons in school till nearly 7 o'clock dismiss. Night time ttn. 8 o'clock ttn 7 o'clock school dismiss, hw cn we do prepare everythin in 1 hr time? Plus traffic jam! headache...
Luckily ma lovely dad used motorbike to fetch me. :)
Huh............... After all i was too tired to do ma own revision for all subjects. After close up ma eyes for bout 6 or 7 hrs, i hav to get up again n my routine starts again n again.
I hope i dun hav so many ttn but can i cope with ma studies if i take less ttn?
Sometimes feelin stress.. but after a few months, it becomes no feelin at all. Am i tired? or i just used to tis busy life?
Thinking of being a perfectionist is nt tat easy. I wish i can be some day. Can i hav a rest for 1 or 2 days? or jus Half a minute? Wondering when i hav those gud results lik ma bro.
Hope to be but can I? Am i hardworking enough to be? Am i strong enough?
somethimes it's quite sad if i had already put more effort in ma studies but still cant get distinction in ma subjects.
Do i need more patience? or wat?
Secondly, we do not hav enough time to revise our hw. Morning need to go for activities. Afternoon lessons in school till nearly 7 o'clock dismiss. Night time ttn. 8 o'clock ttn 7 o'clock school dismiss, hw cn we do prepare everythin in 1 hr time? Plus traffic jam! headache...
Luckily ma lovely dad used motorbike to fetch me. :)
Huh............... After all i was too tired to do ma own revision for all subjects. After close up ma eyes for bout 6 or 7 hrs, i hav to get up again n my routine starts again n again.
I hope i dun hav so many ttn but can i cope with ma studies if i take less ttn?
Sometimes feelin stress.. but after a few months, it becomes no feelin at all. Am i tired? or i just used to tis busy life?
Thinking of being a perfectionist is nt tat easy. I wish i can be some day. Can i hav a rest for 1 or 2 days? or jus Half a minute? Wondering when i hav those gud results lik ma bro.
Hope to be but can I? Am i hardworking enough to be? Am i strong enough?
somethimes it's quite sad if i had already put more effort in ma studies but still cant get distinction in ma subjects.
Do i need more patience? or wat?
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